
Personal Reflections
Guided Conversation with Micah & Dottie
This is a guided conversation between two students, Micah (stripes) and Dottie (hoodie), about their experiences during our trip to the Deep South.
Included in the intro is Aretha Franklin's “Ain't Nobody.”
JOURNAL ENTRIES
Process
We journaled each day to process what we saw, heard, and felt.
Reflect
Journaling helped us reflect on the impact of each site and moment.
Space
Our journals became a space to ask questions, express emotions, and connect with history.
John
They [Civil Rights Leaders] put … extra emphasis [on] the white community to be allies, use privilege to end [injustice], and [to] heal [the] wounds of the past’s racism and harm. Everybody is in need of healing from the pain of racism and the injustice of privilege based on the skin color you were born with.
Evren
Rosa Parks was very moving and peaceful, how all she said was “no” and remained peaceful.
Atticus
His eyes beheld the glory of the coming of the LORD. The quality and integrity of MLK’s faith in the face of so-called “White Protestants” represented how steadfast he was in his belief. Everything he did was to serve others, for he knew that was the only thing that mattered and that’s how he would eventually be judged.
Micah
The difference between white people educating themselves and the idea that oppressed people have to teach them. When does personal white embarrassment and reflection become white guilt? How can white people reflect and get personal without succumbing to a guilty conscience?
Holden
“Ignorance is not bliss”—ignoring history fuels ongoing racism
Dottie
White women: “we cause racism, we need to stop it, honestly” we “hold more power.”
I do feel like it's someone’s job, it’s the white people’s turn rather than the black African American’s, having to keep fighting, they are close, hopefully so.
Ben
Something that really stood out to me and shocked me was some of the ages these kids were killed at. Also, after being killed, the murderer was never or rarely persecuted. Even if the victim was doing nothing wrong and was simply told to stop a couple times, they would get shot.
Lillian
I can’t write out everything I learned because otherwise my reflection would be an entire book. I can’t write how I felt because it would be another book. That’s the impact this trip had on me.
Timchia
Knowing the history added a heavy layer to the experience. It felt strange and upsetting that people still celebrate [it] there.
Lily
You know the stereotype [of] how black people can't swim? This was because in slavery, black people couldn't learn how to swim because then they could escape, and in Jim Crow laws, pools were previously segregated. If a black person tried to swim, we've seen in class how a man poured bleach in the pool, and how people would rather destroy public pools than be in the same water as a black person... So when the lack of swim education gets passed from generation to generation, many present-day black folks (nearly 60% of black children, according to NPR) may not be able to swim because no one in their family was ever taught.
Nick
The first thing that really stuck out to me today was a photo I saw at the first museum, it showed a road sign at the entrance to Tuscaloosa. On the sign was a Klan member riding a white horse, holding a Confederate flag. It said, “Welcome to Tuscaloosa Klan people welcome.” That image made me stop and think. It was shocking, but also not surprising. It made me realize how deeply the KKK and the state of Alabama were intertwined. The way they operated together almost felt like an alliance, openly targeting Black people. Seeing something so hateful displayed so publicly just reminded me that this wasn't hidden, it was normalized.
Annika
“Let us not forget that Jesus was lynched too.” I’ve never thought of it that way. This brought me to the conclusion of why they [African Americans] were so religious and how religions and God were their true saving grace. This just made me believe more of how beautiful their unity is. The black figures in the Civil Rights Movement were truly the closest figures to Jesus.
Lane
We should all live by the Golden Rule, “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.”
All people deserve the same respect. It should be a standard of humanity to treat people the way you want to be treated.
Marching Towards Justice:
About Our Trip
This video contains two interviews with students about their own experiences traveling in the Deep South while studying civil rights.
Featuring Sweet Honey in the Rock's 2012 performance of the classic spiritual Wade in the Water.
(Extra) Post-Trip Reflections
These reflections were not a required part of the course, but many students chose to share personal thoughts inspired by the trip.
We (the teachers) are grateful for their openness and the depth of insight they offered.
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Homegrown American hatred
Watered with the salty sea of the Atlantic,
fueled by blood of pillaged civilizations
A seed planted by white hands under the false claims of God
nurtured by the same white hands trading human beings
like cattle or cloth
Sprouting into tall oaks and spruces
with strong, long branches, meant for tire swings and hammocks
Another rope is tied along this bark
and swings heavily in the wind,
instead of shading the tired and feeding the poor
Powerful hands claw at the limbs of these trees,
in black suits and ties,
carving billy clubs and metal bars
Wood chips dance through the air,
scattering seeds of homegrown American hatred
Micah
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I learned a lot of things in class, like the Movement’s reliance on the press to inspire national action, or how white resentment led to the “War on Crime” that put mass incarceration over societal reform. I was most shocked, however, to see how black people used Christianity—originally intended to oppress them during slavery—to liberate them in the Civil Rights Movement. While African-Americans may vary in class and gender, a big uniting force (aside from race, obviously) was religion.
Martin Luther King, Jr. himself preached at churches. Every morning, children would stop by and listen before going to school. They would eventually join the movement because of the inspiration his words ignited in them. Without Christianity, there wouldn’t have been a space for activists to inspire a larger audience to join the fight for justice, and, hence, exclude children from the movement. The loss of that demographic would’ve made the Civil Rights Movement significantly less effective because they made up its majority.
Churches also served as a “home base” for protestors when it came to their safety. On “Bloody Sunday,” for example, when marchers were running away from stampeding police, those whose homes were too far from Edmund Pettus Bridge would flee to the nearest church. In the Sit-in movement, where protestors would sit in segregated spaces, they were trained in churches with Dr. King’s principles of nonviolence. Protestors learned to resist engaging with aggressive segregationists, ensuring everyone mutually understood the importance of not stooping to their level for safety’s sake. Churches weren't just the houses of God, but places to fuel the Movement altogether.
Many may resent Christianity because of how it contributed to the African-American struggle. During the early days of the slave trade, enslaved people’s only way of learning English was a heavily censored “Bible” that promoted obedience to the slave master. Those with a more extreme resentment online argue that black people should not be practicing Christianity at all because it’s the “White Man’s” faith (despite its Semitic origins), so being a part of it makes you complicit in racial injustice.
That argument completely ignores how empowering it was for black people to turn Christianity around and let it be the thing that “freed” them from civil struggle. Not to mention how elements like gospel and the hymns sung during the Movement are largely prevalent in black American culture. I myself am not Christian, but even I can see that you cannot oppose the black struggle without admitting that Christianity was a big factor in why we’re integrated today.
Lily
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Water is scary
Like the ocean at night.
Do I need
To be lead
By a guiding light
Through the murk
That drowned the forefathers?
With the fear
Of a man
Pulling me under for wading?
I see this
Uncertainty in water.
A vast unknown
That can pull me
Under. And, yet,
Water is hope.
It is the
Force of life
Breathing its holy vapor
Into our lungs
It flows through
The aqueducts of change
As a mighty stream.
Yet it is
Hindered.
Blocked by
A dam.
As I wade
Into the unknown,
The water begins
To raise over
My knees
Seconds later I
Begin to float
As the water overflows.
I hit the dam
Again and again
By the current
That knows the
Water needs to
Flow in the
Direction of change
Phinneas
Post - Trip
TIMCHIA
This trip was a very powerful and moving experience for me. The museums and monuments that we saw left a mark on me and I’m very glad they did. Learning about the civil rights movement in class is one thing but actually going to the places where these things happened and walking in the same places that they walked makes you take in the reality of the events that took place. Like the Legacy Museum in Montgomery, it’s built in the same place that a cotton warehouse used to be and now that same space is one of the most impactful museums in the country. It makes me sad to think that people are actively trying to bury this history up and prevent people from learning about it. Which is why this trip was so impactful for me, I am so grateful and glad to be someone who knows this history. I know that everyone should know it but the truth is not many people know about it and I’m happy to have the opportunity to share my knowledge with my peers so that hopefully more people will know about our country’s history.
EVREN
This trip meant a lot to me because of how eye opening it was. Before going, I knew some things about the civil rights movement and I felt like there was not much else for me to learn. I really thought it would be easy to see the exhibits, however I did not anticipate it to be so impactful. It was in the Legacy Museum where I had my first moment of reconsidering my place in the world. Specifically the privilege that I have and take for granted. I saw truly evil things, a mother and daughter lynched and hanged off a tall bridge, where the photo was sold as postcards. I could not even rationalize what could be in the lynchers minds, it must have been just pure hatred to do something so vile. It was also surprising to see the differences of spaces that were "separate but equal”, sure they had the same amenities, however the quality of them were so drastically different. The water fountains for whites were very well maintained, however the water fountains for African Americans were gross in appearance. I could never imagine living through a time of such division and hate.
ANNIKA
These cities stands as a living breathing area of history. With each museum, memorial, and historic site we went to, you could feel and hear each step they took and hymn they sung ring through the city to let all know that they are here, will be heard, and not looked past in their time and in the future. Black people were skinned bare of their humanity, yet they still united together in their shared belief of the promise of the constitution, and that for me, is what made this trip beautiful.
LILLIAN
This trip enlightened me as while I knew I wasn’t aware of everything, I believed I at least had a grasp on the Civil Rights Movement and all that came with it. This trip made me realize that, in the grand scheme of things, I knew what's equivalent to a handful of sand at a beach. When preparing for the trip both mentally and physcially, I wasn’t aware of just how much I would think about what we were learning because, even during free time, I found myself thinking about what we learned more than not. I kept finding myself creating a scary amount of parallels to modern day, much more than I would have hoped and expected. There were many times where I felt like I was going to be physically sick, one of these times was at the Voting Rights Museum when we saw an application for the KKK and it absolutely mortified me. I'm not sure what I expected but I imagined it had something to do with being hateful but instead, it asked about how satisfied one is with the current political climate and if they wanted to help make a change, it said nothing about the typical hatred and acts I associate with the KKK. It made me realize how manipulative they can be and how easy it may be for young people to fall into this simply due to a fear of the future in a political climate they have been raised to believe is against their beliefs. I am in no way justifying these people or defending them, I simply see how easy it may be for people to fall down this rabbit hole without fully grasping what they are joining and those who do understand, have been taught and enabled by those in their circles which, combined with misinformation and being willfully ignorant, creates hatred and enables people to do these terrible, atrocious acts without feeling guilty. The Lynching Memorial really solidified how absolutely horrible the lynchings were and how many died but also how so many places still havent 100% acknowledged the horrors that occured there. There had to be less than 100 of the 800 that recognized what occurred. At the Legacy museum, there were jars of dirt from known lynching sites. I looked at the jars for just a moment and had to look away. Just knowing that people died on that dirt, that humans were killed on that dirt, was enough to make me have to sit down. I truly wish that everyone who has those same types of ideals as those who did the killings, could go there and see the jars. I’m not sure what they would think or how they would respond or if it would even do something as small as forcing them to think for at least a moment about what happened, how the people with the same ideologies killed innocent people. I really could talk about this trip for hours along with what I noticed, thought about, and felt but I sadly can’t. What I can do is acknowledge what happened and how privileged I am, along with doing my best to further educate myself and those around me.
HOLDEN
When I first arrived in Alabama, I expected to be able to handle all the information thrown at us, good and bad, but I failed to realize just how bad it was. Looking back, I know that there is no way to process all that information without feeling remorse. The only way to move forward is by accepting it and then asking yourself, "What can I do now?"
MICAH
This trip was emotionally intense and at some points made the world feel so cruel, but in the end, I felt a feeling of community and hope. It is comforting to know that people have been able to make changes before and that we can do that again. This trip strengthened my humanity, and I believe that a lot of good can come from a nation that takes the time to recognize, reflect, and acknowledge our hate and violence.
PHINNEAS
The Legacy Museum in Montgomery, Alabama was the most impactful part of the trip. It was an experience similar to the Holocaust Memorial Museum in DC, but it was about a history that instead of being remembered, it seems people want to forget. In Germany, they tell you to go to Auschwitz to see the former concentration camp, but in America everyone turns a blind eye to the trafficking of millions of people. Today everyone has heard of Jeffery Epstein’s heinous crimes, yet no one knows about the sex trafficking of enslaved women. This Museum laid out the history for you with advertisements for the selling of enslaved people or for the lynching of everyday American. I had heard stories about Hitler being influenced by how African-Americans were treated in the south to create his Holocaust, but it was different to be able to see the similarities in person. I remember seeing a photo along the wall of the museum of a gas chamber used to execute people in the United States. I stood there wondering how the United States could be okay with doing to their own people what we hate Hitler for doing to the Jews.
DOTTIE
Reflecting on the trip, one place I keep thinking about is the Legacy Museum. It hit me on a completely different level. The museum is located in Montgomery, Alabama, and we spent about two and a half hours there, but honestly, it stayed with me long after we left. Walking through it, I felt so many emotions. It was heavy. One part that really got to me was this massive wall covered in old pamphlets from white slave owners trying to sell enslaved people. Some of the words were horrifying phrases like “She’s a great breeder,” or “A good girl, and she listens.” It showed how slavery dehumanized people of all ages - even children born into it were treated like property.
Another part of the Legacy Museum that stuck with me was the story about an innocent mother and her son who were hanged from a bridge. And it was not just a story of the lynching, but a photo of the lynching was taken and turned into postcards. Postcards. It’s hard even to wrap my head around that level of cruelty. The Legacy Museum didn’t just teach history; it made me feel it.
I felt sick to my stomach when we left. I even had a headache. That night, we had a group reflection on our day. Usually, our reflections lasted about 45 minutes to an hour, but this one went on for over two hours. I needed it. I had to talk through my emotions and hear how others were processing everything, just to begin to understand what we had witnessed and what I was feeling about it. That night, I felt completely drained. However, I needed to feel those emotions to begin to understand the pain people had to endure just to gain equal rights.
GARETH
This trip has made me realize that the fight for rights and its opponents never really dies but changes. They just adapt to newer times. We need to maintain vigilance that these rights stay.
LANE
The trip to the Southern States of Georgia and Alabama had a profound impact on me, because this particular era of US history is something that I am very passionate about. Visiting and being immersed in all the historic sites gave me a greater understanding and prospective of this crucial and significant period in American history just by physically standing there. This class, and especially the trip, gave me and my classmates the opportunity for a deeper dive into this period of time in our nation’s history and allowed us to experience it firsthand. Just being at these sites was surreal to say the least. You could feel the pain of inequality of these oppressed Americans that the tour guides so passionately informed us about. The trip invoked sympathy for everyone who fought and still fights for the civil rights that all humans deserve regardless of their race, religion, or color of their skin.
Experiencing the many impactful sites and monuments we toured on the trip reinforced my conscience and morals about civil rights for all. This experience brought the past to life for me and served as a time capsule for understanding the hardships that these people have faced and still are facing today. Although progress has been made, the battle for equality is still present in our society today, especially in the Southern states of the United States. I wish more people acknowledged this issue as the biggest our nation faces. We should all live by the Golden Rule, “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.” All people deserve the same respect. It should be a standard of humanity to treat people the way you want to be treated. This class and trip has strengthened my true belief that all people are equal. I am so grateful that I was able to be a part of this course and experience.
JOHN
This trip made me even more conscious of the reality of the world around me, and just how brutal the issue and impact of American slavery was in the modern day of our country. Just seeing how barbaric and draconian the government and the people were towards African-Americans was absolutely horrifying to view. Processing some parts of the information took a while to do, but I am overwhelmingly glad that there was a space to discuss it with my peers, and help others reconcile and heal from what we saw together.
But that was the beauty of being in such a large group of people with identical opinions; we all processed differently, yet, we all knew the truth and openly shared it even when we were uncomfortable or unsure if we should share. Healing only comes with the truth.
ATTICUS
Being raised religious instilled in me an inkling of belief in God, but nothing truly removed every piece of doubt in my mind regarding his existence but the belief of others; others’ burgeoning, passionate belief. The Apostle Paul wrote throughout his letters that the church—where multitudes of people gather to worship God—is the true and living body of Jesus Christ today, and the organism it creates is the incarnate of the Holy Spirit. I have observed this occasionally at the majorily-white Catholic Church I attend every Sunday, but apart from the periodically-inspiring homily that the parish priest gives, and the rare good performance from my church choir, I have been unsuccessful in dissecting any sort of true faith among the congregation that usually attends just to feel that they’re doing something right, not actually to worship God. However, going to the Ebenezer and 16th Street Baptist Churches, hearing Martin Luther King Jr.’s speeches, and seeing the strength and hope of the marchers who were beaten and often killed in the Civil Rights movement fulfilled me with everything the people at my church back at home have failed to nourish me with. MLK sought to bring justice to the world; he sought to bring others to the faith; he sought above all to love all others so that they might not experience the hate he was constantly assailed with. The marchers who fought alongside him knew that they might die in the demonstrations they embarked on, but their strength and faith in God in the face of white “Protestant” Southerners ensured that they would find freedom if not on Earth, in heaven. The stories of these brave people have grown my faith in God more than anything since I was baptized last April. It has made me want to be more gracious and caring for people, but has also made me angry at the people—in the general public but especially those in the government—who espouse a “Christian” faith but hold themselves to none of the morals they should to actually be a Christian. MLK stuck so close to the teachings of Jesus Christ that to me, he has become one of the closest people to the storybook “Christ-like” figure. The trip to Georgia and Alabama gave a new life to my faith, and vindicated my belief in the grace and love of God.
LILY
This trip invited a variety of reflection and self-assessment, both from immersion and our daily class discussions. Through this, I was able to realize the extent of cruelty to which this country was built on and remains intact today. Now, as I navigate the world, I will utilize my eventual right to vote for the better.
NICK
Travelling through the historic cities of Atlanta, Tuskegee, Montgomery, Selma, and Birmingham gave me a deeper understanding about the history of Civil Rights than any classroom could. Not only that, it taught me how modern systemic racism has been passed down through our country for ages. The mass incarceration that has been occurring in the United States can be traced back to the end of Segregation. Segregation can be traced back with our country’s history of lynching. Finally, lynching can be traced back to the colonial times of the U.S., where Africans were taken from their homeland, shackled and chained, and brought to a new unfamiliar place. This trip taught me that racism has roots so far back in time that they are essentially untraceable. I believe taking a class like this and visiting museums with unsettling artifacts like images of mutilated people, Ku Klux Klan memorabilia, and even jars of soil from hundreds of lynching sites can give everyone a new perspective on our country’s history, not just the history taught in textbooks. There is a lot to grasp from a course like this and I highly recommend going out of your way to learn more about it.
BEN
This trip opened my eyes to the depth of Black history. There was an abundance of information that that I had not yet learned. It was a powerful reminder of how far we've come and how far we still have to go.